The show must go on

Long time i haven't write anything.
even watched so many film,I did't write down any feeling which i used to do.

I admit, I am escape for something. I feel like i can't get over for it.
I got hurt, mindless, numb, i am lost.
No direction for anything, the only thing i know is time should help me to be better,
but somehow..i know if i only sit in that black hole, waiting and waiting,
It couldn't help.


now.
I think i have to stop living like this.
i should pick up.

one years ago, i wrote anything i love to see, i love to watch ,
now should be keep on, and more analyse for anything.

not only reading, think deeper,
not only running, breath longer,
not only create sth, analyse more of the situation,
not only thinking, talk more.
not only playing my guitar, train more.
not only drawing what i see, drawing what i feel.

Grown up, it doesn't make your heart torn, just make your heart stronger.